Current Residence: middle of an ocean Favourite genre of music: rock/metal/screamo Favourite photographer: Celia Doo Favourite cartoon character: Disney:: Mickey Mouse Personal Quote: "its not how you start, but how you finish."
Does anyone feel, that when your new at photoshop and you know nothing, things that other people make seem so out of reach? And then as you learn more the things that once amazed you seem to loose their power? I've been noticing that more and more and its really sad. I still appreciate the hard work but its still sad...
I can't breathe with everything going around me. Everything inside of me. It seems like its being lost so much is getting scrambled up inside of me. I can hardily breathe. I keep faking things, I fake smiles everyday. I get semi happy and then something washes it away. Its like that happiness is in capable of staying. I can't breathe with everything around me.
I don't know who I am. I feel like I was robbed of my teenage years because of my cutting. Like I lost who I was supposed to be learning who I was supposed to be. And now that side of me is gone… I'm stuck in the shell that I once was trying to find out who I'm supposed to be. I'm